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12/03/2016
01:52
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Curse this day, that placed you on my way
I wished my body didn’t react, after this eye contact
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2. |
I tried at least
03:34
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I tried at least
To be more that what you saw of me
And even if I’m not used to sell myself
For green eyes only, I’ve hated what I’ve been
I’ve been so down…
To get up won’t be easy,
I hope you won’t have forgive me
And I realized so much,
now that I’m down,
That I miss our talks.
You’re a great mind,
In a body so small.
I tried at least,
To catch your attention…
Tell me if I had other options?
I tried at least,
Cause I’m feeling your in my body,
And in my bones
I tried at least,
I’ve never erased your sight of my soul
But now, I can reach you
I know cause I have the strength
I’ll continue to be better
Is it all that matter?
I tried at least,
Cause I’m feeling your in my body,
And in my bones
I tried at least,
I’ve never erased your sight of my soul
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3. |
Fuck You
03:03
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Too bad I can’t say nice words anymore,
compassion is lost for ever more.
Walk your way alone,
Future will take care of you.
And you’re done.
Those sentences to my ennemies,
a simple way of taking care
of those who wished me bad luck.
I hope you days will be shitty as fuck.
Time where I was nice is done,
I’ve spent too much time stuck on that phone.
And now, the more I’m done,
The more I’m growing older,
and the more my words are bitter.so don’t hope for any help by me,
I hope your fate will be barren as it could be.
Too bad I can’t say nice words anymore,
compassion is lost for ever more.
Walk your way alone,
Future will take care of you.
And you’re done.
More days passing me by,
I’m done with words or manner.
More days passing me by,
Less time I spend with fuckers.
So fuck you, you and your judgement.
Fuck you, you who lie with commitment.
You fake ass bastards, I wish you the worst.
Don’t even cross my way, each day after all.
It’s anger not cross.
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4. |
A.C.A.B.
03:24
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During a long time
I've been that guy
Who wanted to trust in equality
Let's say more, that I had beliefs about humanity
I had to face reality
And I can't support this anymore
Out of the blue, violence surrounded me
All cats are beautiful, aint we?
A.C.A.B. / against cruelty and brutality
A.C.A.B. / a cancer as belief
A.C.A.B. / and they cry and beg
A.C.A.B. / angry cats against the blue autority
How can swearing to protect
Can mean abusing the weakest?
It's absurd to enjoy this
Some people prefer disease as a bliss
We all want to live free lives
Angry cats fight for bliss
How can swearing to protect
Can mean abusing the weakest?
This long fight don't have to stop
I wish to see people getting out of the blocks
And open their eyes about reality
There's no protection with those so called gardian of peace
A.C.A.B.
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5. |
Through myself to you
04:15
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Days passes, and you are not here anymore
It’s hard to watch behind.
I feel ashamed to not have benefits from you.
More days passes, and much more it become true.
I wonder how we could speak together?
It’s something I’m not good in,
and I, now, wonder that I’ve inherited
These traits of character from you.
But look now, I grew up
and I’m sure you won’t understand this.
Maybe politics, or the need to fight.
Cause you have been fair, and open minded.
But see our family...
All along that, you left some old ideas,
And I wonder what you will think of me.
And I wonder if I would be able to forgive this.
I feel ashamed to not have take benefits from you.
More days passes, and much more it become true.
What will you think of me?
I’m sure you would be proud.
Would you?
But today, it’s hard to make allowances.
Between my young memories, and the man that I became.
It’s like having a disease, and trying to look in good health.
And more I feel I’m out of my depth.
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6. |
Brendan Stermer
00:59
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBsgRSWkyxI
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7. |
Envy
05:50
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I don’t know what to write on this happy song.
I'm not getting what the fuck is going wrong.
Not that I wallow in sadness,
but all I want to do seem to go into a mess.
All my life I searched to not be alone anymore
But it’s like it’s what I’m condemned for.
I’m trying to remember good memories,
But even searching put the light on my disease :
I’m somewhat too much complicated,
That much that I don’t seem able to go well.
I would like to cross life accompanied,
But at the same time I create all the shit about what I complain.
Do someone want to travel?
And perhaps it’s more easy to not think about it,
And live in loneliness, I can still…
But like someone said before « we’re all homeless »,
So I have to wish that I’ll find someone with I can rest.
That should sound so weird, and I feel so stupid.
It seems like a joke to read, but not to live.
And perhaps it’s more easy to not think about it,
Maybe I don’t have the right to complain,
Cause I have music, friends, lot of passions,
And the right to be free.
Maybe it’s just that I don’t know what to write on this happy song,
But like bad days, this one haven’t been so long.
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8. |
Fuck This
05:27
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Another band that get attention for being assholes
I would have find that fun if it wasn’t being a coward,
And abuse girls.
Wolves are down, boats are capsized, and some dates are soiled
Weird that the more they give lesson on stage
The more spirit of this scene is destroyed
That’s why I’m happy to not be one of those kids…
We should all restart from the beginning
Why people forgive those acts?
We should punish, and get rid of those bastards.
I don’t want to be kind,
It’s an eye for an eye, you pay for your crimes.
And they’ll continue to act as pure shits,
but in few years, they’ll repent as martyrs.
I feel tired to always hear the same stories,
we should be more and more angry.
Why people forgive those acts?
We should punish, and get rid of bastards.
I don’t want to be kind,
It’s an eye for an eye, you pay for your crimes.
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10. |
In My Head
02:13
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All my life I dreamed about escaping,
and sharing wishes about a better future.
How life can be more fair, how people should raise to take back control
Of their life.
How we should take back what’s in disgusting hands,
cause it’s our lives we give at those silly heads.
Ii’m happy to have found a family, and great people to talk with.
I know now how I want to spend my life, and I will
meet more and more people, and rebuild the world with them.
My life on the road, more people in greater and stranger places.
Reaching the world, talking about what I found not fair.
Keep on fighting fascism and their asshole ideas,
rotten to the flesh.
Trying to do the best until the end.
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11. |
Fuck Your Brain
04:36
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Such a shame, that a color guide your mind.
Not that we shouldn’t be more,
but there’s a history that you just shouldn’t ignore.
Hiding yourself behind a disguise,
You can’t be a book if you’re empty inside.
I hope this suit will turn your mind out,
And that won’t only be a passing mood.
Understand I can be upset,
By your lack of commitment.
I don’t want to appear,
Like someone judging and upper,
But I’ve met so many people only concerned.
About how they appear,
I know that nothing is perfect,
And the more you are,
The more can be made.
Hiding yourself behind a disguise,
You can’t be a book, if you are empty inside.
Making of my story a reality :
giving confidence and being betray.
Something I will be aware of.
I won’t forgive this.
Hide yourself well,
cause cold revenge can be tasty as hell.
Understand I can be upset,
By your lack of commitment.
I won’t forgive this.
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12. |
Pay My Bills
04:30
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Another day spent in the slavery,
one step after each other,
to fuckin pay my bills.
And when people ask me :
« Why don’t you work much more? »
The only answer I’m able to say is that :
music is not a work, but a work don’t worth music.
The choice is made.
Whatever they’ll try to push inside my head.
I’ll continue to go through and far ahead,
my reaching goal is to live on tour.
Just meeting new people, wasting my head in foreign lands.
Have you ever been full of love with strangers?
That’s my life when I’m on the road.
So don’t ask me to work much more,
cause music is not a work, but a work don’t worth music.
Another day spent in the slavery,
one step after each other,
to fuckin pay my bills.
And when people ask me :
« Why don’t you work much more? »
The only answer I’m able to say is that :
music is not a work, but a work don’t worth music.
The choice is made.
Whatever they’ll try to push inside my head.
I’ll continue to go far ahead,
whatever they’ll try to push inside my head.
This is an ode to all my friends,
all over the world.
Those ones I got, and those who’ll be made.
I’ll continue travel the world, even if they want me to pay
my fuckin bills.
I’ll continue to go far ahead,
whatever they’ll try to push inside my head.
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13. |
Snam Hell
06:49
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Hanging around streets,
past midnight, melting flesh and bodies.
Wasting heads, foreign lands.
In a well known country,
I’ve lost myself so much.
This city vomit me, as much I hate it.
Dreaming about escaping,
but cannot be able to do it.
It’s my curse, linked to this city.
The Lizard, our landmark.
Linked to this city,
I hate it as much as it vomit me.
Dreaming of escaping,
of this well known country...
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